More Than Words

2011-12-09T18:53:00.000-08:00

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Life~

2011-11-22T23:14:00.000-08:00

Internship day after day after days, looks like I've been surviving a 6am wake up, 1 pm lunch break, sitting for almost 7 hours in the office with the annoying Mr. Cough that has been in me since 4 weeks ago. Label my life >.< Great? Hectic? Anyhow, results were finally out and it never fails to make my heart pounce on my chest just as though it's trying to bash it's way out. Enough said of the metaphor

"life - the moments that you're not asleep"

Well said, life are just mere moments that we are not sleeping. It's always been in my mind ever since that dream I had that night, it's like an explored map that are ahead of us and it would disappear anytime without a warning. Once a girl told me as long as we live the day and enjoy the things that we do life it would rest calmly in God's hands. Easy said that done, appreciating life isn't easy. For me, whether it's rain or shine, smile or cry, sad or happy, pain or comfort, bless or curse, anything or something -------->appreciate it as long as you are still living and breathing.

Aim of the month : need to go for basketball at least once before November 2011 ends, it's been almost a month plus I have not been for basketball ever since with Mr. Cough and it's been annoying me ever since the last 4 weeks and couldn't sleep well at night.. Be gone!! but that doesn't mean I don't appreciate you it's just that YOU HAVE BEEN STAYING FOR TOO LONG and there's too much of your output not that which you made an input only once.. booo >.<

ps: I'm blogging and working at the same time with the daily routine everyday, I'm considered as free most of the time stuck in office.. =p good luck to all that are chasing their dreams out there, and a shout out to my brother's Ben, Nick and Simon so goes for the girls take care =)

Misty But Yet Clear To My Heart

2010-04-09T06:41:00.000-07:00

I remember the times we spent together when i was there and u were there,
We had a million questions all about our lives that moment,
I remember the days we spent together were not enough,
We had a lifetime of feelings all about our love that moment..

When your heartbeat was just as close i could fell,
I thought of holding here and stopping time,
When your warmth was the comfort i could feel,
I thought of how this makes me feel i'm blessed..

Tonight i've fallen and i can't get up,
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up,
And every night i miss you,
I need just a another moment with you..

My Puzzle Of Life

2009-11-12T08:26:00.000-08:00

It started as a feeling which then grew into a picture,
Bits of puzzle in life waiting to be solved and some which are still not found,
A view of the night in the tree house and stars shine upon the cuddling clouds,
Thought of you in mind if I could tell you how beautiful the picture will be when you are part of the puzzle...

Colours of love,
Joy of pictures,
Every part that nust not be left out,
Including you and me...

All that I needed is placing it the right time and place,
A puzzle of a thousand words,
A once in a life time this is how it hears like,
I love you more than words can say...

Why Am I Born To Be With You

2009-10-26T07:20:00.000-07:00

There’s many times when I wished the sit next to me was taken by you,
If only I knew who were you that I’ve been waiting I would stay till even the last winter of the seasons,
For I accept the truth that I’m just too weak to fall in love with a stranger besides you,
I was born to know your name and to say I Love You once I’ve found you.
I just will be waiting for one day just for an answer for it lies deep inside my heart waiting for you to read the words ‘I LOVE YOU’
I’ll make it special for you even it takes a heart I still have yours for the two of us,
I was born to see your eyes and to hear to your voice and to grow old with you for neither the falling sky can stop it from happening,
I just can’t afford to waste a minute or two when I have the chance to see you,
I’ll make you smile same goes to your heart and no doubt I’ll love and be by your side till the end.

How Great Is Our Lord

2009-07-30T08:00:00.000-07:00

Just as I thought that it's all over and there's no turning back in moments of great fear and sorrow,
Even it was then the very last second of the day Lord You are always there and I'm there in Your sight,
Surrender everything for I shall not ask anything in return because that is the reason I am here to worship you my Lord,
Under moments when I'm lost I looked back at the path that You have guided me through sadness and joy, pain and sweet moments.
Step by step a set of footprints marked on the sand as I was walking by the beach and I dreamed that one day I'll be taking every step with Jesus there by my side.

I feel warmth and love in your presence and God You are the reason for everyday in our lives the reason we are breathing, the reason we cry, the reason our hearts all beat as one.

Love from Jesus is the greatest gift for all and the Light that He shines down upon us light up all the darkest moments of life and the path as we live to the very last breath of life to lift up Your name up on high, Jesus.
On happy times we pray Lord for that one special feeling as we praise and thank God for standing there by our side taking us through every dark and bright hours.
Vivid dreams/wishes will always be there as long as we still believe in the presence of Our great Lord Jesus no matter how high we fall from have faith and trust in one self for we love Him more than words can say.
Every lie and sin that we have made we bow down on our knees for forgiveness, even there's no tomorrow there's one thing that is always true which I love you my Lord with all my heart.

Your presence my Lord is I ask of, every moment I'm blind,deaf, senseless in your absence.
Our lives lay upon Your light my Lord for you mean everything to us in our lives through heaven and earth and to the deepest in our hearts there's where i can find you Lord.
Upon Your name we praise and worship for You my Lord are the Greatest of all time.

Tree/Three Words For You

2009-07-11T06:33:00.000-07:00

You're like the trunk of me supporting me as we grow tall as we reach higher,
I'm the leaves that shade and make our life together longer as I fall onto the ground,
Our love is just as sweet as the fruits we bare with patience and guidance to each other,
As for our love gives strength and survival to all the living.

We're here together as one and will not land no matter how high we fall,
Because i'm there to support you and hold you back up as we fall,
If you feel down just think of me and no more,
When you are cold just hold me closer to you and I shall be your warmth.

If you want to know how much I miss you,
Lay your hands on my chest and feel for my heart,
If you want to know how much I need you and love you,
Just stare into my eyes and just listen to our beating hearts.

You Are More Than Just Breathing

2009-07-11T00:53:00.001-07:00

Could you hear my beating heart,
Because it's saying I can't beat without you even for the very last minute,
So just take my hand bring me for a swing and just lay me in your arms,
This is the greatest feeling I have ever knew and wish every day it's you that I need.

Take a breath take a look around because i'm gonna make you happy as never you have been,
If you just say yes you'll turn my life i'll grow wing and fly,
I'll never stop till I reach to the sky,
I'll draw every clouds with our faces on it.

I just wish you could be mine one day because I hope you'll realize one day,
I might not be the one you're looking for but if you need me i'll always be there,
Rain or shine i'll be there to be your comfort and safety,
And never worry because this love is sealed and brought to the deepest sea.

Take My Hands And I'll Hold On Forever

2009-07-10T06:54:00.000-07:00

All I have to let you know that my feelings isn't all just words,
Listen to my heart for I miss you since the day my heart started beating,
Every single moment getting closer to you is what I wanna do,
Seeking for a surprise for you every moment you step into that door.

Waking from my bed just dreamed that you were beside sleeping soundly,
As I sat next to you my heart just beat a thousand times as u look at me,
Looking for a day to let you know that I'm true to you,
I may not know how long can this feeling last for I know that it ends when my heart stop beating.

As I wonder each day if you realize me staring at you,
Trying to get a glimpse of your smile as you turn to me,
A precious and treasured gesture when you wave your hand and greet,
As I approach and walk the same way alongside with you.

A strong harmony tone playing in my heart,
Saying that all I want now is just one more look in those eyes of yours,
Patiently waiting for the day that you will know that I wanna be with you,
Be together with you getting through any boundaries if you just give me a start.

Is this feeling worth to be kept in myself,
A feeling that grows deeper everyday,
If you could just say I too wanna be with you,
If it's maintaining this love a worry for you i'll take whatever it takes to make it last till the end.